Monday, April 30, 2007 @ 12:08 AM
ahh. sian.
now is already monday.
:(
groans and grumbles.
last week i was not like that, i was like monday monday lor.
so what?
but this week, it's again!
maybe it's because there's no one close my age over at my office.
no one to talk to.
sigh.
anyway, 200 pounds beauty on last tuesday with wh was nice.was laughing and crying.
:)
i reach home at 12am plus after the movie.
still let me see what i still did last week?
beside working.
oh last friday i went to town after work.
went to marina square, suntec and citylink. and yah, raffles city shopping centre.
i bought nothing.
but me and xj went for ice-cream at gelare after i wanted to ate something.
haha. and chatting.
actually i was tan chi lah.
haha. shouldn't ate cold things, and yet i still did in the end.
:(
cos i much wanted to eat the ice yam with ginko at marina square food court, but i didn't cos it was cold.
but i still ate ice-cream and when i reach home all i knew was, i had a tummy ache.
on sat, me, xj, yf, gh and kelvin went back to school to rent our grad attire.
eh yah, we look like harry porter lah. but when i reach home, my sis say i wear looks like witch!
haha.
oh after we rent the attire, we went to tamp mall pizza hut. zs came after we finish our lunch.
and yah, we watched NIGHTMARE DETECTIVE
please pple, don't watch that.
it's gruesome. and i don't know the story line.
maybe im stupid.
haha. and me and xj got a pair of shorts form bum equipment.
but the prob is i got to wear size 26.
from 24-25 to 26!
is it hinting something?
ok.
pics from yl 21st!
we are growing old! sec school peeps.
i look weird lah.
poly peeps. but i was not in this pic. haha.
till then.
i will be going to this musical a labour of love at univeristy cultural centre later.
:)
can't wait for it.
Saturday, April 28, 2007 @ 11:27 AM
im learning to count my blessings.
:)
will blog tomorrow.
Tuesday, April 24, 2007 @ 12:15 AM
sunburnt on my shoulder.
i couldn't even carry my bag!
:(
im really tan.
Sunday, April 22, 2007 @ 8:05 PM
oh man.
i must be the most forgetful person on earth.
went for swimming, and yet, i forgotten to bring towel.
must be super blur me eh.
yah, went swimming this morning at Tampines Swimming complex.
the weather was hot. i didn't know i was swimming or just relaxing and sun-tanning away.
haha.
but it did make me tanner a bit.
i hope so.
haha.
after swim was lunch and then i walk home from Tamp to Pasir Ris.
:)
tmr is monday.
just a normal week to countdown again.
and should i accept UOL offer at SIM?
which is far more cheaper than unswasia and almost the same as local u fees.
mmm. 2 more days to consider.
if not fri, i will be dead meat.
till then.
Saturday, April 21, 2007 @ 10:25 AM
suppose to be a fun day yesterday night, but in the end, it turns out to be sour instead!
whoever is the one who steal my friend ang pow money just go to ****!
sigh.
Friday, April 20, 2007 @ 7:27 PM
TGIF!
have done analysis of banks/investment company.
gona do ***(cannot reveal) on monday
but haha. wait till my sup see my super nicey master pieces of the three company that i have done. i think she will regret asking me to do.
:p
lunch at palm beach yesterday was nice.
delicious.
shall bring my family next month to celebrate mother's day.
maybe.
hehe.
shall go and bath already!
:)
going to yiling 21st bday!
and enjoy the weekends everyone.
Thursday, April 19, 2007 @ 12:04 AM
am i doing what i want?
i miss someone badly.
go guess who it is.
lol.
and i want TAIWAN trip.
somehow if we can go in july that would be possible.
but not until reality hits me on my way home yesterday.
i think i must be sotong
though i say now is not confirm, but unless i decide to change my plans and everything.
haha.
later on lunch at palm beach.
farewell lunch to my colleagues
need to do analysis.
will someone just help me?
till then.
Sunday, April 15, 2007 @ 10:38 AM
EDITED
i love the song.
爱的主旋律
:)
anyway, have been to orchard area for the past 3 days.
from thurs-sat!
but it beats than being in a business district where's there absolutely nothing to shop, except maybe you ask me to go to clarke quay or boat quay.
and i reeeaaaallllyy waaaannnnaaaa feelllllllllll liiiiiikkkkkkeeeeee ggggooooiiiiinnnngggg tttoooooo uuuuunnnnsssswwwwasia!
new environment, new style. new everything.
:(
if im the only child or the youngest, i think my parents will sponsor me.
but im not. i still got 2 siblings.
donate 150k to me people.
:(
是你在那個雨季 闖進我生命
帶著一點任性和迷路的表情
是你在那個雨季 趕走了孤寂
溫暖的手融化還我僅有的堅定
天上億萬顆星星 我卻只看見妳
要說這是幸運 還是不可思議
身邊有太多風景 我卻停在這裡
說我傻的可以 還不是因為你
是妳的聲音 帶給我勇氣
戀愛的頻率 直達我心底
如果妳願意 是的我願意
來做我幸福的主旋律
從前都是謎 現在我相信
天空會放晴 愛會更甜蜜
如果妳願意 是的我願意
愛的主旋律 永遠唱下去
啦啦啦
life is about decisions and if.
sigh.
i miss piano lessons
i miss the times when i played on the piano
i miss the times when i go for piano exams
i miss the times when my nails were long, and my teachers would just nag at me.
LOL.
i wish to take up again.
i still haven told them about unswasia.
and though i don't wish my parents to attend the graduation ceremony.
cos mine is diploma certificate and not diploma in merit certificate.
note the big differences.
i don't want later friends parents they knew come up to them and tell them their son or daughter gotten diploma in merit blablabla. then they will be disappointed.
or maybe my parents are really proud of me even though my results ain't that fantastic, that's why they want to attend it. hm.. think this is the appropriate reason. HAHS.
i mean come on lah, my results ain't that to be proud of, couldn't enter into the 2 local uni, etc.
and i also don't feel like attending the ceremony for now. though i very much wanted to in the first place.
but there's still time to think lah. but 80% will be attending.
sigh, tell me, life is all about decision.
i thought the break to orchard last week would make me feel better, but i don't think so right now.
i want that top from zara.
someone get it for me.
disappointed and upset.
do appear in my dream,
Wednesday, April 11, 2007 @ 11:13 PM
ignore my previous post.
im freaking happy and have learnt to count all my blessings
:)
now,everyday all i do was to countdown the stops from Pasir Ris to Tanjong Pagar.
and from Tanjong Pagar back to Pasir Ris.
:(
and once im in the office, im counting down to 5.30pm..
and of course 12.30pm for my lunch break.
and most of the time, along with me is the necessary access card.
office life is boring?
no.
working life is boring?
no.
then?
and sigh.
im back to acceptable weight!
though.
(shouldn't i be happy)
but my weight have increase for 2kg.
to freaking nice 42kg.
:(
why can't it be maintained at 40kg?
ahhhh. losing weight time.
winks.
yesterday when i reached home from work, i got to call starhub just to cancel my lil sister auto-roaming.
and i dialled 1633.
press all the numbers.
and then when i select de-activate international auto-roaming.
i key in IC number, correct, i key in the DOB. it just say invalid.
i pressed it correctly leh?
i tried and re-dialled everything 8 times. ask sister to try also.
same.
in the end, transfer the call to the customer care consultant.
but at least this time they are fast lah.
that time i gota hear the same tone over and over again.
and waited and re-dialled
maybe all are busy ba?
just funny why enter DOB also wrong arh?
-i know this is out of point-
but this is one of the most interesting call i have ever called to any mobile centre lah.
cos i seldom speak to the consultant.
-alright stop-
oh yah, UNSWasia accepted me, send e letter of offer to my e-mail(weird why not through my home mailbox)
i mean, if i really going to spend 70k-90k just to study there, the amount can buy me a car to drive around when i get my license.
i haven told my parents yet, cos i already given up hopes on the 2 current local uni n SMU.
and i can't think of the final outcome yet, unless i get the nod and permission frm my parents, and since they give me 4 weeks to reply from the date of letter which is on the april 10th.
all i need to do is think.
haha.
why is everyone talking to me alien language this few days.
i feel weird right now.
nite to all people out there.
i go to my lala land already.
Tuesday, April 10, 2007 @ 11:44 PM
happy or unhappy?
love or not being loved?
heart-broken.
:(
Sunday, April 08, 2007 @ 4:05 PM
well. this is some of the pics i took in m'sia last week and last year.i must be a lazy bum to upload pics now.
:)
yesterday mission was accomplished.
went to city hall after everything was finished!
oh yah, we went to catch the number 23!
super uber cool lah.
i thought is a horror movie, but it was not.
and the last part actually bring me to tears though i also don't know why!
tingting bought a digital camera at SIM LIM square after the movie and then, for me, i was thinking to change my digital camera to either cannon or sony.
even though,i like my olympus one very much right now.
haha.
well, it's been a 4 days break for me.
and now im counting down to another week to end.
don't know why.
it's a tired week for me. so i want everything to end faster.
and remember, whatever problem we face, is challenge from god.
we shall just try our very best to overcome everything.
to all my friends who are upset, disappointed and what.
tomorrow will be a better day.
may god bless you all eh.
amen.
till then, tomorrow is monday.
:(
Friday, April 06, 2007 @ 10:27 PM
second post.
am i on my own now?
i hope not.
i hope things have not changed.
or am i too sensitive?
i really hope the bonding is still there and not faded.
:(
and i really hope friendship will never ever end.
emo DD now.
@ 9:25 PM
im back!
we took pics at the cemetery.
on the car.
on the way back.
at kukup.
but the weather was super. HOT.
make my sister vomit and almost faint.
makes my head giddy.
jam when we went in.
it took us 2 hours to reach the cemetery. NICE eh?
when we came back, it was alright.at least no jam.
okay.
im tired.
am suppose to wake up at 6 tomorrow.
for some special mission?
the special mission- ask tingting lo.
haha.
till then.
Thursday, April 05, 2007 @ 11:29 PM
i think im getting old.
in the past i can study till 4 or even 5 am.
now i struggle to keep my eyes open whether is it at work or in the past,when im studying.
or is it the lack of sleep that i have gotten for the last week.
sometimes i slept for one hour or just 30mins.
or even worst, sometimes don't even have any sleep.
i think im going to fall sick again.
ucler and headache.
not one ulcer but 2.
headache is on and off.
oh whatever.
msg me or call me when im back.
i wouldn't reply cos i got no auto roaming.
so if there's any late reply, or you called me and the STARHUB would just say the number you have dailed is not available,please try again, or not is you couldn't get through my phone totally..
that's for sure lah. no auto-roaming.
i bring my phone is because of my camera.
but i will msg you all back when i reach Singapore.
:)
hugs everyone.
and yah.
life is full of ups and down.
life can never be perfect, but is how we try to make it more perfect.
hugs once more to all my friends.
i go into my lala land le.
bye and nite.
:)
Sunday, April 01, 2007 @ 11:51 AM
i still couldn't digest the news even though it's going to be a week after hearing the
can someone just tell me what i should do in order for me to digest it properly just like when i eat digestive biscuit.
oh man, i think i need some cartoons to perk me up.
after one week, im still not alright.
after one week, im still telling myself, that it's not like this.
i couldn't tell anyone.
i only tell my teddy bear.
im going to burst like a balloon soon!
HELP!
depressed.
and sick.
fever go away, and sore throat.
